
Okay so I suck at blogging. It has been two weeks! Oh well. I'm pretty sure there are only a handful of you who read this thing anyway :) (thanks). Anyway, I thought that since I am blogging about taking pictures and other aspects of photography I should put more actual images up. So I am going to try and put a new picture that reflects my mood or something that happened that day at least once a week. I'd be masochistic to think I could put a new thing up everyday. Though, maybe once I get a better, faster computer, I will. . . maybe. Anyways, this is what I am thinking today.
-Reflective. I have a couple days off from work and I am visiting my cute family. I have about an hour's drive from my place to my parents so that allows for a lot of time to just chill and think about things. And that mood has kinda stuck all day. It's been good and bad. It's great and all to think about where your life is and where you want it to be but it can also be a little wearing and depressing if it's not exactly how you planned it to be. For example I thought by now I'd have started my family. And truth be told I'm not in a place where I'm ready for that. It's just I thought I'd have that because most of my friends do. My best friend and I practically share a birthday (she's 14 hours older than me) And she has a 9 YEAR OLD! Granted she had her at the age of 16 and that isn't how I'd have wanted my high school experience, but she also has two other beautiful children and a great husband. Of course they have their struggles, everyone does but sometimes I think it'd be nice to have that kind of love and support. My parents and sisters are amazing don't get me wrong, it's just a different kind of love and support. On the other hand sometimes I LOVE being single. I get to do what a like, go where I like and I am responsible for no one (while I'm "off the clock anyway"). But still those street fairs and farmers markets I like to wander in the summer time would be so fun to wander through and share with a much loved boyfriend/partner/Husband type person. So anyway, that's what I've been reflecting lately.
Much Love!! Heather
*This picture was taken a couple years ago in Oregon. I've got thing for lighthouses. :)